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I didn’t know what to think or how to proceed. Would I be tormented more than I already was? I came from a loving family but would my parents still accept me? Was it time to kiss my dream of having a wife and kids goodbye? To say I didn’t entirely fit in is an understatement. I was the kid getting pushed into lockers, made fun of, and someone once threw me in a trashcan, ass first. Making friends at school was already challenging for me. I didn’t know how people close to me would react. I didn’t have a concept of sexuality at that point, but I knew that being gay was going to fuck things up for me. My dad picked me up after, and I was sure he could smell sex on me.īy the time I saw hotstud.jpg, I’d had two girlfriends so in my mind, I was straight.
I lost my virginity to a girl at a party when I was 15 years old. Related Podcast Episode: Cultivating Your Pleasure Terrified that I might be gay But getting turned on by a picture of a naked dude? I had a hard time swallowing that (pun very much intended). My eyes wandered to his cock, and I got turned on. I quickly went to close the file, but then I hesitated. Big muscles, a nice tan, and a huge hard cock. Then one day, I opened up a file named hotstud.jpg.Ī hot stud indeed, letting it all hang out. You know, your typical straight dude porn. Every time I logged on to AOL, I’d hear the iconic “You’ve got mail” and open up my inbox to a plethora of porn. I’d go to a chatroom, chat with some strangers, and end up trading pictures with them. People would meet up online, engage in cybersex, organize sex dates, or trade pornographic pictures and videos. There were chatrooms for just about everything, but the most popular ones had to do with sex and porn. Virtual meeting rooms where folks came together to chat about a variety of topics. If Craigslist was around, I certainly didn’t know about it.įor me, that meant getting my jollies out the old fashioned way: via AOL chatrooms. How did I go from being a straight teenager to giving and receiving a blowjob from a stranger in a community center bathroom? Well, read on. Giving My First Blowjob as a Straight TeenagerĬould I be straight and want to give a dude a blowjob?